Mr. P, p for   P I C K Y  

living in the vivid yet distressing NYC, you have to learn to be strong (like bull), or else you will be attacked in the cruel world. therefore, everyone tries to cover up their weaknesses, not willing to show the true face. isnt it sad that we have to learn less friendly/nice and distrustful because we are all afraid of getting hurt from others!!? i'm sure some of you have a story of " the bad experience". i have tons to share too.

sometimes i would think its because of survial fittest, really.

i do ponder on what i've become these years . . . .

. . . . more bitchy i admit and i just got a new nickname called "little pepper 小辣椒"
yepp! i would yell at whoever is mean to me, esp.on the phone with verizon customer services. i would curse out loud whenever i am frustrated.

but of course i will still be nice and sweet to my core group of people

我又做表姑姐啦~

我已經有兩個表姪女和四個表姪兒! 哈哈-其實我還很年輕~

dear baby girl, 妳的喜訊令我從忙碌工作中感到輕鬆不少, 謝謝妳

see all the red markups on that blueprints!?
when i think i'm solving a problem, i'm actually unfolding more than i imagine. lots design issues arise simultaneously. well i guess that's what we really do at this phase of the project - solving the puzzle pieces for building construction.

sigh, its endless

i had a dream last night. it was about my grandma who i stayed with all the time when i was little.

in the dream, i saw her coming back to life but she became much skinner that i almost couldnt recognize her. i felt so bad even after i woke up.

i do miss her a lot! time flies, didn't realize it has been ten years since she left us...(august 1998, right before my family and i moved to new york).

what have i done in the past 10 years/3652days !? my architectural degree, that's it...?
and what will/can i accomplish in the next 10 years?

according to chinese calendar, 2008 isnt a good year for marriage, however, i still have 3 wedding banquet invitations in the coming months. ha but i thought people do not want to settle down in early age these days!

well, actually i love being in a wedding party because it is always full of joy, love & tears (happy ones) annd i can have a real good reason to dress up pretty too

但我問問自己: 白頭偕老, 是不是夢想/fairytale? 還是人生難得的際遇? 而到了人生最後, 我們會跟誰一起老去?

summer is kissing goodbye !

i saw IM Pei on tuesday!!

having a wonderful summer in new york!

i work hard and i play hard  

@ mountain creek water park, had a great time with y'all

very special day!

and i dun want to miss the opening ceremony of Beijing Summer Olypmics 2008!!