September 24, 2008

  • one decade (cont'd)

    living in the vivid yet distressing NYC, you have to learn to be strong (like bull), or else you will be attacked in the cruel world. therefore, everyone tries to cover up their weaknesses, not willing to show the true face. isnt it sad that we have to learn less friendly/nice and distrustful because we are all afraid of getting hurt from others!!? i'm sure some of you have a story of " the bad experience". i have tons to share too.

    sometimes i would think its because of survial fittest, really.

    i do ponder on what i've become these years . . . .

    . . . . more bitchy i admit and i just got a new nickname called "little pepper 小辣椒"
    yepp! i would yell at whoever is mean to me, esp.on the phone with verizon customer services. i would curse out loud whenever i am frustrated.

    but of course i will still be nice and sweet to my core group of people